I tried...

One of my biggest fears is that I will one day become schizophrenic. I'm really not that far off. I get in these moods sometimes where everything creeps me out. Every little sound, every shadow, every dark window could potentially reveal some vile creature from the land of nightmares. That's right: I'm never scared of something that could actually happen, like a robber, or a rapist, or some natural disaster. I'm scared of things that don't exist in this world (or do they?), evil things from horror movies or the depths of my demented imagination. Like if our TV turns on right now and a girl crawls out... I'll pee my pants, then run down the road screaming. Our house is creepy.

I realize i've been an awful blogger lately. School is kicking my butt. I'll write a real blog after next week, if I don't have a break down and end up in a mental institute.